Long time no see guys... to those who's been checking in with SA. I'm currently at a reset in my life. I'm rewiring my mind... my train of thought.
I feel like that's the first step to progress. I'm currently reading "The Mountain In You" by Brianna Wiest. I have come to the realization that I've been in a constant loop of SELF SABOTAGE. I've been telling myself I couldn't do this and that for so long...convinced that I actually couldn't while subconsciously knowing I could.... I can.
My self concept has been so... distorted for so long. My drive to do anything has been so low because my thought process has been ass. I've been so impulsive.. and when things did go how I envisioned it, I give up on whatever it was I was trying to accomplished or I feel an overwhelming amount of failure.
I'm not waiting til the "new year" to re-adjust my life. I plan to really exercise the meaning of the words discipline, drive, and consistency. I WILL.
I will have patience as well.
Nothing great happens over night + LASTS.
I'm in it for the long hall.